Reasons why miscarriage sucks.

Aside from the obvious, of course.


I now experience cramps. I have been so uncomfortable the past few days, and now I realize it's pre-menstrual cramps. What the hell? I never had cramps before. Well, once when I first started my period. They aren't painful, just obvious and not very comfortable. I feel like I have to use the bathroom.

I had a dream I told my husband I think that I am pregnant, and he became really excited in the dream. Of course, the reality is that I would never tell him I was about to take a pregnancy test in order not to get his hopes up. The way my uterus is feeling right now, if I don't see the Red Dragon by Friday, I am taking a test. At least if I were having these cramps because I am pregnant I wouldn't feel so miserable about it. I'd probably enjoy the pain immensely. Or at least not feel guilty about taking an Advil (which I refuse to take until my period arrives).